My blog began as a way to vent my frustrations surrounding our struggle with infertility. I am now ELATED that it has moved from an infertility to pregnancy blog and finally our baby blog! The scars of infertility will never fade completely, and truthfully I don't want them to. Infertility has impacted our lives in a way nothing else ever could, and I'm very grateful for all it has taught me. At some point we will probably be traveling down this road again in order to complete our family, but for now we are enjoying our amazing little guy! He's so much more perfect than we ever imagined he could be. I guess it's true what they say...good things DO come to those who wait! :o)

Thursday, April 21, 2011

One more day

Talk about the longest 2 days of my life! Yesterday I had my first beta. Unfortunately my RE's office doesn't give the results until after the 2nd beta. I understand the reasoning behind it, but it is definitely a slow, painful form of torture! Tomorrow morning I go in for the 2nd one, and hopefully by around noon I will have the results. I am experiencing every single emotion I think a person can. I guess the only good thing is I've only felt like this for one week instead of two like all my other 2ww's.

I'm incredibly relieved that Matthew has the day off tomorrow. I don't think I could handle getting the news alone, good or bad, but especially if it's bad. Thank goodness for no work. I can have my meltdown or fit of excitement at home instead of at work :o) Hopefully we will be celebrating and crying tears of joy!
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8 comments:

  1. The BlakesApril 21, 2011 at 11:46 AM

    Yeah!! All week I have been looking for posts and having to remind myself you don't get the results til Fri anyways. Its like torture to ME and I'm a complete stranger blog stalker. :D Can't wait to hear the results! I bet one of those had to stick!!

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  2. Mrs BabyDreamApril 21, 2011 at 12:12 PM

    Best of luck!! Can't wait to hear the good news!

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  3. B-April 21, 2011 at 12:44 PM

    Awww... Good luck!! I can't wait until tomorrow! :)

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  4. The Sancken'sApril 21, 2011 at 2:46 PM

    Good luck. I'm sure you'll get to have your fit of excitement! I agree with The Blakes....I'm just reading your blog and I'm on the edge of my seat everytime I see a new post from you! And I'm going to be glued to the computer tomorrow until you post the results. :) We wish you the best and I hope the next post starts the many pregnancy posts you'll have! We're definitely keeping our fingers crossed, well everything actually, and praying for good news tomorrow! You deserve it! What time are you having the blood test done?

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  5. MarianneApril 21, 2011 at 3:01 PM

    FINGERS CROSSED!

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  6. PamApril 21, 2011 at 9:18 PM

    Thank you everybody! I really hope we get good news. I go in at 8 for the blood work, and will get the phone call sometime later. I'm hoping by noon at the latest. The rush the results, so hopefully we don't have to wait too long. I really don't know what to expect. I'm kind of numb right now, and am just hoping I can actually get some sleep tonight!

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  7. KarlaApril 21, 2011 at 9:52 PM

    Good luck to you!!! Fingers crossed!!

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  8. LeslieGailApril 22, 2011 at 10:34 AM

    Hoping that your results are everything you dreamed of!!

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